i have to look inside my soul to find me agian...

 i am but a shadow lost in a beam of light

 i though i was once one of the winged ones

but i have soon lost faith in whom i am

 i then fell from the sky....

 im sorry to all

 my wings will come back soon... i hope

then i will  fly threw the shadow that holds me down

and be free

Currently Playing Potter's Field By 12 Stones see related

it was the best of times it was the worst of times.... taht is what rings in my head right now  not realy sure why but any way i got  the flogging molly cd im so happy i think i already  said somthing about it  so umm shut up im happy and my parents suprized me again they got me this really really nice ring its pretty ^^ il have to ry and get a pic but yeah  just whne i think they dont care they do  so i might not try to move out XP  depends if they make my life hell or not but yeah im doing good every one how about your selfs ^^

All to hell we must sail
For the Shores of sweet Barbados
Where the sugar cane grows taller
Than the god we once believed in
Till the butcher and his crown
Raped the land we used to sleep in
Now tommorow chimes of ghostly crimes
That haunt Tobacco Island

'Twas 1659 forgotten now for sure
They dragged us from our homeland
With the musket and their gun
Cromwell and his roundheads
Battered all we know
Shackled hopes of freedom
We're now but stolen goods
Darken the horizon
Blackened from the sun
This rotten cage of Bridgetown
Is where I now belong

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Red leg down a peg
Blistered burns the soul
The floggings they're a plenty
But reasons there are none
Our backs belong to landlords
Where branded is there name
Paid for with ten shillings
Cheap labor never breaks
The silver moon is shinin'
Cools the copper blood
Where the livin' meet the dead
And together dance as on

Agony, will you cleanse this misery?
For it's never again i'll breathe
The air of home
From this sandy edge
The rolling sea breaks my revenge
With each whisper a thousand waves
I hear roar
I'm coming home

 hehe  i  love this song

 O.o wierdness, thats all my life is i dont know why but i  think i like it. i feel i am in a losing fight and all i can do is swing for my life and just hope for the best and  every hit makes me feel more human and every miss makes me feel  like nothing more then an illusion 

latly  iv been missing alot but i like is  that ok ?

today... that day the only day  i  cant really understand i am but 18 and well i feel no diffrent and i yet to care to be 18 pleh   i guess im gettting some good stuff and poeple care but i realy feel i dont deserve it...